Ppl really do this.

So I've been hearing alot about these so called open relationships and the idea didn't sound like a bad one...if you don't mind your girl or guy being intimate with someone that's not you that is.

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No H8 Campaign

I totally support this campaign! It's everything I want. Acceptance. The main goal of this campaign is simply acceptance. Why is it so hard for America to acknowledge that citizens are citizens and they have unalienable rights...whether they be homosexual or heterosexual. The LGBT community is this generation's target for discrimination. Once upon a time.....discrimination was targeted towards  the black community, then women, now gays. I have hope that this country will realize its own hypocrisy and decide to really live up to its expectations and reputation of being the home of the free.

I'd Rather NOT Be Bipolar.

Bipolar disorder has nearly ruined my social status, my relationship, and my life. I just want this to be over. I feel anger and rage even in the smallest argument. I seek revenge on the people I love the most in this world. It took me a while to finally seek out help for my unhappiness and extreme mood swings. I created my own reality. My life as I knew it was a lie. I forged friendships, honors, happiness...EVERYTHING. I hid behind a smile that earned me compliments. I pretended really hard to be happy. I found the love of my life and haven't even been respectful to her. I sought out revenge on her when I personally felt wronged. When life got me down, I took it out on her. But she hasn't left me and now I realize that if I don't start appreciating her, I could very well lose her. I'm soo good at pretending, but when I begin to feel comfortable around people, I unintentionally push them away. Whether it be because of my language and choice of words, or because my anger and self-pity overcomes me.

In my youth, I have done things that I am not proud of. However, I have come far from previous years, but I am still not done. I have a LONG way to go to happiness. but I must learn to love myself before I can love anyone or accept love from anyone else. My whole life I knew something wasn't right, but could never pinpoint where the anger came from. And the saying that misery loves company was quite true in my case. I look back and I am ashamed of how many useless arguments Ive started with my one and only soulmate. Now I am terrified that she may find comfort in someone else's arms.


Even with the much unwanted medications, I still find myself in situations I wish i could undo. I wish I had a remote controlled life, and whenever I stray from the right path, I could simply push the rewind button and try it again, but that's just a fantasy I have that will never be true.


I have to be strong now more than ever, because I'm about to undergo some serious transformations in my behaviors and attitude. I cannot run anymore people out of my life. In my condition, I need as much support as I can get. I have to change my whole way of life and my whole outlook on life. Yesterday I would have said that life is just something you get through until you die and move on into the afterlife. But today, I see life as something to be enjoyed, and not taken for granted. I can't believe how much time I have wasted on useless, unimportant things. I cannot wait for the day I am UNCONDITIONALLY happy, but until that day I have a task to achieve and I cannot fail. I will not fail.

Tying the knot after 6 decades.

I ran across this when I was surfing the net early one morning. This gay male couple has been together 60 years. If that's not love, then I don't know what is. Seeing things like this gives me hope. Love really can conquer all.


"Tying the Knot After Six Decades
By Michelle Garcia



After a 60-year romance, a gay couple in their 80s tied the knot in Washington, D.C., June 20.

Henry Schalizki and Bob Davis exchanged their vows at the J. W. Marriott in Washington in front of 60 friends and family members, according to The Washington Post. The couple reveals that while Schalizki immediately set his sights on a wedding after the District of Columbia enacted marriage equality, Davis was not as enthusiastic.

"We're accepted as two human beings, always as a couple. I said, 'I don't see any reason for it,'" Davis said. "Besides that, Vera Wang will never make a gown for me to wear.""

Opinions on taking the "Under God" part out of the pledge.

I LOVE MY COUNTRY!!!!! I admire the soldiers who fight for us without asking questions. I am a PROUD believer in Jesus Christ and I know the power he posseses, however I must say that.....According to the 1st amendment we lawfully have to acknowledge and respect that our Christian belief is not the only religion that makes up our diverse country. With that being said, I think that omiting that one part is a considerate idea. Even tho it isn't a popular or accepted idea, it is one that must be debated.

If you don't read any of this pls read: America is the land of the FREE! right? FREEDOM of speech, religion or lack thereof, press etc. With that said, it would ultimatley be hypocritical to keep that section of the pledge.


What do you think?

Relapse

falling fast to take the blame
with nothing left but the rotting rain

drained from me,
my soul flies freely

excited, elated, contented, happy
those emotions could never truly be me

full of anger, rage, lust
ha no one can ever understand me....
I get looks of disbelief even from those i trust.

someone save me, help me live
take my hand and pull me from the pit of my depression.

Why me? i wonder....what have i done?
why must i be the one that
has racing thoughts that won't slow down
fits of rage....i cant calm down

i feel lonely in the deepest crowd
because theres no one to talk to that wont look down
the lowliest of doctors wont take me in
they act like no insurance is a sin

why waste my time with doctors and pyschologists that tell me lies
when i can educate myself to help those like me
i only hope i have enough time

living unmedicated with a disease that could kill
hoping to overcome it with only my strong will

only one thing in this world that can truly make me content....
dancing is my life, without it i couldn't live
don't pity me because im bipolar
dont treat me as if im not normal.


i am the same as you...human
we all make mistakes...we can all learn from them
only difference is that you live your life....
i roam this world with tears and a fake smile.

Stop and Listen

Stop and Listen

listen to the sounds of life
the bird's song...
the leaves' whistle...
have you noticed?
Sometimes you should just stop and listen.

listen to the sounds of life
the wave's roar...
the wind's howl...
can you hear it?
Sometime you should just stop and listen.

listen to the sounds of life
the thunder's crack....
the rain's drumroll...
have you heard it?
sometimes you should just stop and listen.

i have listened to the sounds of life
the screams at late at night
heart beating.....
faster....
faster....
head spinning.....
faster....
faster....
tears falling......
faster.....
faster.....
hands,
yearning for someone
to pull them out of
the nightmare they called
home....reaching
higher....
higher....
calls for help getting....
louder...
louder...

BUT WAIT!

Eighteen years of misery and pain,
don't you think it's time for a change?

I wanna hear the sounds of life.
I made a change for the better

as the months fly by
faster....
faster...
and friendships grow
deeper...
deeper...
emotions become
clearer....
clearer...
and love for others and myself grow
stronger.....
stronger....
now those screams have begun to get
softer....
softer....
today they're gone.

Can you hear the sounds of life?